Wednesday, February 4, 2009
How do you let go when you're not ready?
Yeah well here I am again. Seems that boyfriend and I may be calling it quits sometime soon. I am and have never been good at letting things go when there is nothing left. I don't know if there is anything left to hold on to - somedays there seems to be a reason and other days not so much. I'm not ready to let him go, but I can't be selfish either. I hate this shit. I'd rather get an enema than have to go through another fucking breakup.
And I always go through the "what did I do wrong, what could I have done differently" route when its breakup time, which is never good. I just hope that when it happens, I'll be stronger than the last one. I still have the scars on my arm to remind me.